{He knows how Hua Cheng feels about that missing eye. He knows why he hides it.
But he also knows that if he were covered in the many scars he has rightly earned over the centuries, Hua Cheng would love him. Why should this situation be any different?
His kisses continue, mapping a path down his beloved's throat and onto his chest.}
[ Hua Cheng's earliest memories were of being beaten and called a monster. That he should never have been allowed to live. The bandages were a shield against the world. His vicious temper, his sword. Only Xie Lian had ever been spared, because the gorgeous man had always only been kind and generous with him.
Of course Hua Cheng would love Xie Lian no matter what he looked like! No scar would make his beloved ugly. He just holds a higher standard over himself.
But...his beloved...sees him as beautiful. It's a balm and the kisses see him relaxing, tilting his head back to bare his throat trustingly. ]
My beloved is the only one who gets to see all of me.
{The true monsters were the people around Hua Cheng; the people who condemned him when he was nothing more than a baby. Xie Lian had been utterly charmed by him the first time they met - with Hua Cheng falling into his arms. He had never seen an inch of evil in the poor boy - and now that he knows more about what his beloved endured, he wishes he could go back and fight for him. Heaven's rules be damned.
Circling his tongue around his San Lang's nipples, he kisses the nubs and sucks on them.}
All of you is perfect. You are my dearest, my treasure.
[ The day of the parade was the day he'd planned to fling himself from above and end it all. But then he'd seen Xie Lian and had been entranced...and fell.
Only to be caught. Saved. Held in a way that made him actually feel cherished. Like he mattered.
Like now. A low moan escapes and he arches into that hot mouth. ]
{As if he would let anyone harm his little friend! Not even a big, scary demon. He wishes he had kept Hua Cheng at the palace after that, but awful people can be found everywhere. There is never a guarantee.
Except for now. His honey colored eyes glow, almost golden, and he kisses a line down Hua Cheng's abdomen to his hips.}
[ He still blames Mu Qing for a lot of what happened in those early days. Feng Xin slightly less. But his beloved is fond of them, so he leaves them be.
Hua Cheng watches those beautiful eyes on him and spreads his arms and legs in open invitation to Xie Lian. Giving all of himself to his beloved husband. Those kisses hardly disappoint! His arousal stands proud between his legs, practically begging for attention! ]
{He had been blind to...a lot. His naivete had caused Mu Qing and Feng Xin unnecessary pain. Xie Lian blames himself for what happened (because that's usually what he does), but he also realizes he will never be close to either god ever again.
Sliding his palms over his darling's strong arms and then down his sides, Xie Lian grins. Oh he sees said arousal and already he is bowing his head to kiss the very tip.}
He hums under those wonderful hands, enjoying the callouses and elegant strength without a lick of shame. Then a kiss to the tip of his arousal earns a soft sigh of pleasure as he holds himself still. This time in anticipation! ]
{There are no words he would rather hear more. Parting his lips, he rewards his darling husband with a gentle suck, his tongue drawing random patterns on his beloved's tender skin. Xie Lian runs his nails down the inside of Hua Cheng's thighs, taking him further into his mouth, towards the back of his throat.}
[ That little suck and how that skillful tongue teases him earns a soft moan as the ghost shudders. His thighs quiver under Xie Lian's gentle bite and spread further in blatant invitation to settle between them. His eye watches Xie Lian intently, not wanting to miss even a second as his beloved loves him. ]
{The invitation is accepted immediately! Xie Lian tucks himself between those lovely thighs, his hair falling over his shoulders and lightly tickling the skin. His lips part and he moves his mouth up and down his darling's arousal, teasing the very tip with harder sucks. There is no one he loves more!}
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Date: 2025-03-05 07:20 am (UTC)But he also knows that if he were covered in the many scars he has rightly earned over the centuries, Hua Cheng would love him. Why should this situation be any different?
His kisses continue, mapping a path down his beloved's throat and onto his chest.}
You never have to hide.
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Date: 2025-03-05 07:26 am (UTC)Of course Hua Cheng would love Xie Lian no matter what he looked like! No scar would make his beloved ugly. He just holds a higher standard over himself.
But...his beloved...sees him as beautiful. It's a balm and the kisses see him relaxing, tilting his head back to bare his throat trustingly. ]
My beloved is the only one who gets to see all of me.
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Date: 2025-03-05 07:34 am (UTC)Circling his tongue around his San Lang's nipples, he kisses the nubs and sucks on them.}
All of you is perfect. You are my dearest, my treasure.
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Date: 2025-03-05 07:42 am (UTC)Only to be caught. Saved. Held in a way that made him actually feel cherished. Like he mattered.
Like now. A low moan escapes and he arches into that hot mouth. ]
All of me...belongs to you.
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Date: 2025-03-05 07:47 am (UTC)Except for now. His honey colored eyes glow, almost golden, and he kisses a line down Hua Cheng's abdomen to his hips.}
You are mine. I won't share you.
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Date: 2025-03-05 07:57 am (UTC)Hua Cheng watches those beautiful eyes on him and spreads his arms and legs in open invitation to Xie Lian. Giving all of himself to his beloved husband. Those kisses hardly disappoint! His arousal stands proud between his legs, practically begging for attention! ]
Yes.
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Date: 2025-03-05 08:05 am (UTC)Sliding his palms over his darling's strong arms and then down his sides, Xie Lian grins. Oh he sees said arousal and already he is bowing his head to kiss the very tip.}
I love you.
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Date: 2025-03-05 08:10 am (UTC)He hums under those wonderful hands, enjoying the callouses and elegant strength without a lick of shame. Then a kiss to the tip of his arousal earns a soft sigh of pleasure as he holds himself still. This time in anticipation! ]
I love you.
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